Diary

Do you know? I am learning to move on now. I am trying to find my own life, it is 115 days since the incident. I thought I should be able to fully let it go. Today, I opened my ipad and browsed through my photo. I realized that my life is full of doraemon, lego, thesis, and you, everything of you. Every photo we took together, you are very cute and charming with your big smile. No denying, I really love your smile a lot. Every photo with you, I am having a genuine smile, from deep inside my heart, and I believe the same from you. I am very afraid to re-activate my facebook, as I know I would check out how's your life going lately the first moment I scroll the facebook. I promised myself not to re-activate my account until I am fully recovered, I am trying my best not to contact you and not to give you trouble anymore. But

妳是大傻瓜，我也是個笨蛋，我們兩個都是大笨蛋，大傻瓜

分開四個月了，以為放下了，但還是放不下，看著辦吧